Way cooler than me rite?!

Anyway..Choice of friends..what type of friends do you choose to be affiliated with..to be honest nowadays u cant really find anyone would who stand up with you when you are into shits anymore..except those who've known you from shit young..i'm telling based on my experience..having been thrown into crowds i dont even know for so many times..i know..so basically there just isn't anymore friends out there..that's a fact..everybody's using everybody to achieve somthing..you help me with this shit and i'll help you with that shit..that's how 'friendship' comes about these days..

But no matter how..you still have to throw yourself in a certain league..that is to being feel accepted..even if you are annoyed by a particular person in the group..you'll still have to put up with him..that's because that's the only group you find you're being welcomed in..and you dont want to be seen as a loner wandering around talking to the wall..better to put up than having nothing at all right?Yes..alot of people feels the this way..i can assure you that..you are thinking when would i ever find those fuckers who possess or fit my type of personality..in fact that's the problem i am facing too..

Parents..they just want you to be successful in future..so they bombard you with tuitions and all..or throw you in other countries to advance your education..like hell they would think that if you'll happen to be left out in school..or if you'll feel lonely..we are left to fend for ourselves..anyway i'm just touching all this just to let the ones who are afraid to voice out their pains know that they are not the only one facing the same fucking problem..not that i'm really that ke lian..im doing ok..

You see..i'm wild..er really wild at times..the problem is im always being put into a good class where people aren't really that wild..you get what i mean?and the fact that im still foreign to this country..i cant really find that someone who would share the amount of enthusiasm on what im into you know..now that i have a chance..i don't want to mix with the wrong companies again..okok..tell you guys what..who i really need is people who can 'sek yin' , 'yam zhao', 'dou pai' with me..lol..but not those who always talk big and show off..hahaha..i guess im asking too much?aren't i?give me some feedback man on what you ppl think..lol..

But you gotta give yourself time..to adapt and change..for the better of course..that's what i'm doing..hell yea..smoking, gambling (dai di),carlsberg and clubbing are great..you feel so freakin high doing those shits..but it's time you consider of changing interest..fag?make that eating chewing gums..swt! gambling?make that playing chess or somthing..carlsberg?make that fresh milk..hey it's nice! Clubbing?stay home watch football instead!..i'll tell you guys when i manage to kick of my habits..

i didnt get to play eh! can watch nia..too big stake..lol!

Friends..carefully choose the right ones..i know..there isn't any..but keep looking anyway..lol..follow your instincts..never trust or dependant on anyone..coz nothin' is what it seems to be..lol..the world isn't what you think it is..everyone's potentially dangerous deceiving..aint trying to sound as if i know everything but it is the way it is..need help? call 9239 0319..free at your service..but be prepared to be asked to return a favor for services provided in future..lol..out of topic..hahaha...

Here it is...for you won't see me for a long long time..