Monday, April 9, 2007
Mum called me just now when i was eating dinner outside..told me she just came back from Japan..yerrrr..i wanna go!! Sis always get to follow her everywhere..gonna force her to take me travel sometime later..and she told me she bought me ipod!! was thrilled!! A day later..Hui Ying told me it's just a ipod nano..2gb..she got one too..i was like wth..mum told me it could view video files..so i've mistaken..i wanna cry..i've already got one 2gb mp3..why would i need another 2gb nano??.. gu hon guai..lol..but well she never fails to remind me how much i love her..lol..Nah not because she bought me stuff..it's that it showed she thinks of me..was surprised that i was actually so glad to hear her voice..well wtf..she's my only mum..the only one i hav real relation with..
We never got along under one roof..but whenever we meet up after sometime without seeing each other..she would never raise her voice at me..buys me stuffs too..tears would swell up in our eyes knowingly..in Feb dad came on business trip with mum and Unc Eddie and company..i was left crying all the way home after mum alighted from the car heading back into hotel and leaving for malaysia the next day..why now after so many years apart?no idea..probably the feeling of being much further away from each other and not as easy to see each other as when I was back in rehab.. It has been 3 and a half years away from home and still counting..yea i miss being at home..the luxury and of course..being with people i call family..people im related with..but i never really felt i belonged at home when i was back for holidays..in fact ever since i was young..maybe that's why God always move me around..but it somehow showed results..we had stuff to talk about when we meet up..mum and dad..instead of mum always nagging or dad being cold at me..
Anyway point is..appreciate them..when you still have the privilege to be around them..you would never imagine what you're going to face if by chance they disappear..remember parents don't owe us anything..we owe them everything..
