Saturday, September 22, 2007
I've killed a cat. It happened such a long time ago that i can't recall if i had really killed it..but nevermind..i tortured it..so gruesomely..i never overcame it..although it never haunted me in my dreams..it's there..carved on the stone of my sinful life..am i evil now, i certainly was..i repeatedly threw it from a height..went down pick it up and threw down again till it wouldn't move..nobody knows it, i've been trying to block it out all my life..i feel so sick about myself when i think of it now..i was so young then..why could i ever bring myself to do what i did..
Sins find you out and you will be accountable of what you have done..
Im so sorry..to all whom i've hurt..to all whom i've lied to..im sorry..
I swear to God i am..please..will i be forgiven?
