Sunday, December 2, 2007
Hmm..a change of mind..i would post another entry on my vacation back in penang..i went back on the 11th of nov..came back bout a week and a half later..that dad of mine wouldn't let me stay long as i've predicted..things were fine until the fuckin maid sold me out after she saw me fagging by the pool at 4am..it's not like she'd get anything out of it..i got screwed of course.
I had a reunion dinner with my primary mates..last one too i suppose..went out with old friends..made new friends..friends came over to my house when i couldn't go out due to certain CIRCUMSTANCE..lol..secret..went out with HER..my days back in pg really brought back all memories i had of her..i don't want to talk much on that..
Things didn't go as well as i hoped it'd be..but i didn't expect much from it too did i..
Had a talk with my guardian and his wife when i came back..and they started telling how much they know of my background and all again..as i've said like fuck they know anything about me at all..details i wouldn't talk about..sorry..anyway i do appreciate them for accepting me back into the house again..
I think parents are there to guide us..to remind us or rather grab hold of us before we stumble into things considered as harmful..I am a person who listens to no advice until i actually experience it for myself then i'd choose either to turn from it or embrace it..i guess that's the reason why i never really needed my parents..i was independent from the beginning..i had to try everything..regardless of how threatening it may seem..by that, that's who i became and who i'll always be..
