Highlights.

1. O' level.

2. Prom.

3. Girlfriend.

4. Work.

5. Life after girlfriend.

Beginning of the year had nothing out of ordinary.

Then everyone was preparing for O's.

Prom was fun.

Girlfriend was the best. Carolyn, that's her name. Due to inevitable circumstances, we went our own ways.

My first face off with mum for a month probably.

My first job ever and probably would be the slackiest of any other jobs. Learnt skills.

I think someway the wild side of me was compressed when i was attached. Now i just want to be selfish and live my single life to the fullest without losing myself of course.

I'd be turning 18 soon...and 1st thing that went through my head was it would be my six year without a family. Maybe some part of me longed for a sense of belonging, but i give thanks for the abundant freedom it has provided me. Even then, i believe it is wrong to be denied reuniting with my relatives. After all i have the right, we're blood related.  1st, they have deprived me of a family, now they won't even bother to make a effort to arrange for me to go back to my relatives' place for chinese new year. As i speak, my mum and sister are at my grandparents' place after a trip to hk. 

Readers might think im a teenager filled with anger but i've came to accept it that i could never have a normal life a long time ago. I just miss my relatives and i want to be back on CNY to celebrate with them which i couldn't. So im just making up logics to justify my need.