There was this girl. She was someone i could really communicate with. We share mostly same opinions. And when we don't we would argue over it and get a good laugh out of it. Times with her were extremely relaxing. I didn't have to impress her as she'd make it clear we could only be friends. She was sophisticated. Cool. She was someone i could really click with. She knows alot bout me, though she's pretty secretive bout herself, at least to me anyway.
She was always there.
If i'd had stayed around. I could've. But i felt like if i did that. I'd be lying to both her and my then gf. And i didn't want that, though we weren't together. So i just disappeared. Occasionally i do text her. I really don't know if it bothered her, if it had, she clearly didn't show. If it was me, i would've gone mad. BUT clearly i had not thought of it at my perspective then.
I must say i took her for granted. Now things are pretty different. I can't barge back in to her life even if i wanted to. I would guess someone better is there.
I don't really know about me and her. It's like a taboo. We never talked about it. I never told her bout my exes either. Why didn't i?
She was different.
I think now she's gone.
I have no rights to dip my foot back in to her life. We are friends now but not what we once were. Good friends? i don't know.
Hope you know who you are. You should.
Acknowledgment to Hanis' Cafe.
1.46am
